5th
Realization
Hanging out with Mariel this weekend was so great. The fact that we did things we haven’t done in a while made it IT. As I look over my shoulder to see her sleeping I think about how special she is, how she came into my life or rather I came into hers. Our times together are still growing and going, times we fight and times we manifest in our love for each other. I feel very fortunate that she’s mine, why you ask? I can’t tell you, no words can describe the way I feel. The thing about this weekend I can say was the best was waking up to Mariel sleeping next to me, either head on my chest or spooning, with her dog Max at our feet Saturday morning and today’s as well. Right now life is what it is, I’ve got worries and responsibilities, debts and bills, and what I notice about when I’m with Mariel is that she makes every thought of those go away if not even occur.Lifes crazy and I know there are going to be bumps in the road but I also know triumphs and goals will be met and recieved. Lifes good.
