August 2010
2 posts
Why the hell am I scared?
Why the hell am I scared of making it? Making it big? Becoming what I want? I am not scared of failure, I actually welcome it to try and make me uncomfortable thus making me stronger. I am scared of creating something successful, I am not scared of creating something and it falling to pieces. But why?
Success: Defined.
People say they want to be successful all the time. What is the definition of being successful? Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, here’s mine:
Being successful to me is having balance, balance between work and life. Too much of one will deteriorate the other. Success to me is being able to do what I want whenever I want. Being able to buy anything I want no matter the cost....
September 2009
3 posts
Lately I’ve been having thoughts of a dear friend that passed not so long ago. And man, even though we didn’t kick it much he was a great person. Regardless what you did for him he was so, so appreciative. Always humble, always thankful.
You’ve taught me to appreciate and cherish life, especially the little things.
Eric Jan Hudika, miss you bro.
This morning I dropped an elderly dude off at his house after he’d dropped his car off for service at the dealership and when I picked him up at the end of the day he said, ” you know what, I’ve been thinking about you the whole day and I wanted to tell you good luck in your future endeavors and I know you’ll be successful”. I felt grossed out, thankful and happy all...
I can’t sleep. The futures on my mind.
Money is the bi-product of good actions.Live by this and financial problems will be unheard of. Trust.
August 2009
6 posts
“You are the product of the company you keep, and they are
the product of you....”
– Andrew Ventura
And then the shit hits the fan.
Thinking about WTF to do with my life. Take the risk of biz? Or get that fasho money of medical? I do love the thrill of the chase but I also love saving lives.
Tumblr on the iPhone say whaa?! I love you baby and yes you still are my background :)
May 2009
1 post
Plans for 1990 Nissan 240sx
As it sits:
-Charcoal Grey with no clear
-Cant pass smog (minor repairs)
-Steelies and Tear Drops
-Shitty Interior
-Welded on fart can
Future Plans:
-Gloss White w/ Clear
-2” drop in polished Tear Drops
-Catback Exhaust
-S14 Seats
-New Carpet
-New H.U.D. Dash
Future FUTURE Plans:
-Coilovers
-Baller Wheels
-KA24deT or Sr20det
-LSD
April 2009
12 posts
“you never know how good you’ve got it, until shes gone”
“Telling someone you have a Tumblr is the cooler way to say you have a diary.”
She
My one and only Can make me feel this way The joyest of feelings She;my getaway Can make me express my love for her in many different ways unexplainable Its all that she does in which that makes her who she is And who she is makes me Inevitably hers In which case my love for this everlasting relationship with the most wonderful most ravishing,most sublime Will never fail nor surrender
Hope for the future.
I just came back from dropping my sister off at school and prior doing so I had this thought in my mind, I was thinking of the future and what it holds. As I was driving I started admiring all the houses near her school, Hilltop Middle, and as I was doing so I was saying to myself, ” I want that, I’m going to have that, I’m going to live in a house like that”. One street in...
Relation
How do you create that perfect relationship? The one where theres never a dull moment, where silence never exists in conversations , where boredom of one another can never take place regardless? Does taking things too fast shorten the length? How do we get that certain spark back? Relationships are full of hidden facts and agendas and its our job to find that special someone who makes us, us. How...
Disgusted
Lately Ive been disgusted with myself, Ive caught myself looking down on others and yet I havent done anything about it. I guess you can say Ive lost myself, I used to be more considerate and generous towards others. Now I find myself judging people based on what I see, acting like Im the shit what not. My actions reflect those whom I spend most my time with, and with my recent actions and...
“Life ain’t bullshit;Bullshit ain’t life.”
Realization
Hanging out with Mariel this weekend was so great. The fact that we did things we haven’t done in a while made it IT. As I look over my shoulder to see her sleeping I think about how special she is, how she came into my life or rather I came into hers. Our times together are still growing and going, times we fight and times we manifest in our love for each other. I feel very fortunate that...
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“i’m ready to get this right”
-mariel
Me too.
April Fool's Day
Getting so many, many people with ridiculous schemes. From telling people I crashed my motorcycle to breaking up with my girlfriend, telling people Im gay to cussing people out for false accusations. And all believed….
Worry...
…is all I do. When we first started going out, we both had friends of our own. And as time went by, we both lost them, but she lost more. 2.5 years later Ive regained most but she really hasnt. She wants to go out and make new ones, and I want her to do the exact… just having to do so without me worrying. Whats the deal with the worry,worry you ask? 2 stabs to the heart, scarred for...