Why the hell am I scared of making it? Making it big? Becoming what I want? I am not scared of failure, I actually welcome it to try and make me uncomfortable thus making me stronger. I am scared of creating something successful, I am not scared of creating something and it falling to pieces. But why?
People say they want to be successful all the time. What is the definition of being successful? Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, here’s mine:
Being successful to me is having balance, balance between work and life. Too much of one will deteriorate the other. Success to me is being able to do what I want whenever I want. Being able to buy anything I want no matter the cost. Success to me is knowing my impact on the world. Success is all about the journey. You do not know what success is until you have experienced failure. Success is not in numbers but in the mind.
Lately I’ve been having thoughts of a dear friend that passed not so long ago. And man, even though we didn’t kick it much he was a great person. Regardless what you did for him he was so, so appreciative. Always humble, always thankful.
You’ve taught me to appreciate and cherish life, especially the little things.
Eric Jan Hudika, miss you bro.
This morning I dropped an elderly dude off at his house after he’d dropped his car off for service at the dealership and when I picked him up at the end of the day he said, ” you know what, I’ve been thinking about you the whole day and I wanted to tell you good luck in your future endeavors and I know you’ll be successful”. I felt grossed out, thankful and happy all at the same time.
And my new leather iPhone case feels like styrofoam. FML.
I can’t sleep. The futures on my mind.
Money is the bi-product of good actions.Live by this and financial problems will be unheard of. Trust.
I think I wanna go euro.
And then the shit hits the fan.
Prepping for Mariels party. Got creative.
Thinking about WTF to do with my life. Take the risk of biz? Or get that fasho money of medical? I do love the thrill of the chase but I also love saving lives.
